Following on from last weeks blog, I’ve had a sit down to think about what it is I want. For ages, I have wanted a job working from home so I could spend quality time with my girls. I have two jobs working from home but I feel like I’m spending all my time working and then not actually spending any quality time with the girls. I have been feeling like I don’t have the time to pause and think. I do like the work I do but just need more time to do it.
Tag: work life balance
I’m not 100% sure if nicheing is even a word but that is what I think I should be doing. I’ve been reading lots of posts and articles about how you should have a niche and then focus all your writing, work, if you have anything to sell on that. There’s also lots of lists about the things you could niche or sell online. So I’ve been thinking about what I could niche about in my blog and here’s my list:
When I have some work, I want more work. When I have the more work I wanted, I can’t cope and don’t want so much work. I really don’t know what I want. I don’t know whether I want a lifestyle or a career but I don’t feel like I am doing very well with either. I don’t have the dedication to be a career driven person at the moment but I don’t want to just work to get by. I would like to have the lifestyle of the perfect work life balance but at the moment we don’t really earn enough money to be able to do that. Plus when I think about it, I’ve worked so hard to get here and now I do nothing substantial? Other times I think, when will I stop to take a break and enjoy my life. Still other times, I think I’m too young to want to slow down but I can’t keep with the amount of stress involved with working so much as well as doing everything else. Continue reading “I’m never satisfied”
I’ve been thinking about what theme to write about on this week’s blog. Maybe my kids as it’s summer holidays and I decided to keep the girls home for the week. Neither of them went to nursery, so all week I’ve been getting up without an alarm clock which has been so nice! But trying to work with them at home has been a bit of a nightmare. How much snacks do they need and how do they get crumbs everywhere?
Then I thought about writing about how stressful work is and how I wish I could drop one of the contracts so I would have more time to spend with the girls and chill out a bit but I do like the work. They’re both a bit different. I earn the same with both of them and I don’t know which one I would drop. I do hate working into the evening after the girls are asleep so I will need to work on that. Plus all the school holidays, what will I do with them when I’m still working? And how about homework?
Then just about an hour ago I thought, I’m thinking about this all wrong. I’m worried about work, worried about not spending enough time with the girls, not having enough time to do everything and relax. I’m wishing I had a different job where I can just do term time or just work half a year. The more I worry or think about the bad things that could happen, the more I might be drawing the bad things towards me. Also, I have reiki, so I can wish good luck on my work and prayer for things to work out.
From Yoga Girl by Rachel Brathen
When I was doing reiki and thinking about what I wished for, I eventually managed to narrow it down to 5 things. These are:
1. More money for working less hours. Definitely want to work less hours.
2. Spend quality time with the girls.
5. Relax (which covers chilling with husband, on my own or going out)
And in a nutshell, that’s it! That really is it!
I have a massive to do list but the rest of the things on there are not that important. At the moment though, work seems to be taking over my life and I hate it. I stopped doing one contract because I was working till late at night but it still doesn’t seem to have changed. I’m still working till late at night. Maybe it’s just this month it’s just been really hectic with travelling to Walsall and appointments and stuff. I don’t really know. Next week’s going to be the same though.
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.” Steve Jobs