Hot Bikram Yoga
I prayer that my body is ready
For contortions in extreme heat
Both legs are firm and steady
Start from the top, down to the feet
‘Keep breathing’ is the mantra
The sweat has already begun
As the teacher begins her banter.
There’s nowhere now to run
What makes me come here?
Why did I drag my friend?
Are you ok? Is that a look of fear?
We fold our body into a bend,
It’ll be over soon, my dear
As we finally lie down at the end.
When I have some work, I want more work. When I have the more work I wanted, I can’t cope and don’t want so much work. I really don’t know what I want. I don’t know whether I want a lifestyle or a career but I don’t feel like I am doing very well with either. I don’t have the dedication to be a career driven person at the moment but I don’t want to just work to get by. I would like to have the lifestyle of the perfect work life balance but at the moment we don’t really earn enough money to be able to do that. Plus when I think about it, I’ve worked so hard to get here and now I do nothing substantial? Other times I think, when will I stop to take a break and enjoy my life. Still other times, I think I’m too young to want to slow down but I can’t keep with the amount of stress involved with working so much as well as doing everything else. Continue reading “I’m never satisfied”